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Above is a screenshot of the headlines today for the Drudge Report.
Drudge has been around since 1997, when Matt Drudge became famous for breaking the headline about the Monica Lewinsky scandal. Wikipedia told me this. (At least I'm honest about my sources.)
Since my last job, I've made it a regular habit to check Drudge for a quick scan of the headlines. Many of the news articles that I post privately on Facebook come from scrolling through this page daily, or from clicking through the sites that had articles featured.
I love Drudge Report because I think it tries to give a smattering of the many different kinds of political and science headlines that are going on each day; granted, it is going to be biased, but it is biased from a libertarian viewpoint, one that Matt Drudge doesn't shy away from.
If you can, take a closer look at some of those headlines.
Now, scroll through your feed looking at the kinds of news stories or articles that your friends and families have posted. The things you are interested in are going to vary wildly from you to your friends and family, because Facebook uses algorithms that notes patterns in your behaviors and habits about what you click "like" on, what you watch, what links you follow, who you search up, and probably even how much time you spend on a given page scrolling through content.
Do you feel better or do you feel worse?
It isn't a secret that viewing media and excessive use of screen time impacts your mental health.
Our brains are inundated with commercials, ads, clickbait articles, friends' pictures, rants, stupid videos, and everything else you can imagine. As an unstated rule of the internet, one, if it can be thought of, there is probably porn of it (this is pretty much universally true). And two, but also more to the point and less for humor, if it's been conceived of in some form as a piece of information, you can probably find it.
Thus: there are a number of studies, psychology articles, and commentaries on how excessive use of screen time diminishes your attention span and rewires your brain in very interesting neurological ways.
That being said, I'm going to get to the point which has to do with the title of this entry:
Perception is not Reality
I repeat, in larger font (now imagine I'm saying it with greater emphasis, maybe louder):
Perception is NOT Reality
Everything we are taking in—from everything we read or see on social media, news sites, television, the radio (for us luddites), and even from the people we interact with in our families and immediate circle of friends—is impacting how we understand what is happening around us.
Currently, we live a scary damn time, that gets scarier by the day. You'd think the world was ending, especially, if like me, you read the Drudge Report headlines everyday.
Newsflash: the world has always been ending. It feels like it's ending, every moment of each day for someone. Someone who dies in a car crash, of an overdose, of old age, a heart attack, other diseases, cancer. And the world ends in a sense for the people left behind who experience the grief of that death, that absence.
But it is also beginning: as spring rolls around across the world, and especially for all of the babies who will be born today, for the ones born yesterday, last week, at the beginning of this, and even the ones from last year who aren't a year old yet. To them, the world is still big, new, scary, fascinating, and exciting.
The writing of this post was prompted by a friend who expressed their anger at those who have a cavalier attitude about quarantine right now. They were upset at the people who go out, don't wear a mask, and don't consider the danger to themselves and others.
My explanation for that is those people don't see the virus as really impacting them in some immediate way: perhaps they have an idea of themselves as invincible and incapable of getting sick; perhaps they don't see it as a big deal, by operating on the view that the whole situation is overblown and if they catch it, it's not going to be a big deal because they are young and/or strong and healthy, and they'll survive it like everyone else; perhaps they really don't understand how infection works.
I find this image hilarious. (Image by Ahmed Hassan Kharal/Pixabay) |
The individual reasons for people not taking precautions is as wide and varied as there are people and experiences in the world.
But I'm going to ask you this question: is getting upset and angry going to make the virus go away?
By getting pissed off, at how someone else is behaving, is it going to lift the restrictions or make your life better, more tolerable in some way?
Is you getting angry at some unknowable other, or actually calling someone out, going to make them stop behaving in a way that you don't like or approve of?
Does it really make you feel better and vindicated to win your point?
If they did start behaving that way, in whatever moral/ethical mode of appropriate behavior that aligns with your values, would that actually improve your situation?
Will it make you feel like you have a greater sense of control where currently, you feel powerless against a government that doesn't hear you and a germ that doesn't have the intelligence to comprehend societal structures and the danger to our economy?
This is probably going to be hard to hear, but your emotional reactions have no bearing on what other people, whom you have no control over, do. None. And they also probably don't care.
What they do affects others, especially if they have the virus and infect others, knowingly (a questionable action of judgment and morality to be sure) or unknowingly.
But do you have direct contact with that person?
If you did, would saying something to them make a difference?
Would it harm or benefit your relationship in some way?
Is what they are doing having a direct bearing on your life?
Is being afraid/angry/frustrated improving your situation, or not?
The people who piss you off—whether they are the people with cavalier "so-what" attitudes or people like me who keep saying stay home, either politely or quite rudely—aren't the problem.
They aren't your problem. You choose to make them, their decisions, their actions, your responsibility and problem. And they aren't.
One of the things I've had to learn is to distance myself from others from emotional and psychological contagion; this means taking on other people's problems or emotions and making them my own, thereby getting worked up over it. I used to do this a lot more; this becomes less over time as you learn healthy emotional and psychological boundaries.
This relates to this situation because 1.) several to many people are becoming upset over the actions of others and it makes them angry because 2.) they are struggling with a sense of control in their own lives over what is happening, and 3.) taking on more of a psychological and emotional burden than is healthy.
Recognizing your responsibility over your kingdom that God has given you, a.k.a. your spouse, children, home, work, community life, is what helps you realize what you have control over.
You cannot control others to make yourself feel better. Trying to control others via nagging, nitpicking, picking fights virtually and in real life with the people around you, or venting passive aggressively, is not going to alleviate the frustration, boredom, or anger you feel about this situation.
Below is an edited version of the text I sent my friend that sums this up a bit better:
I feel very much the same. It deeply angers and frustrates me how...[people]...are out and about and calling for a full reopening; but we have to remember that what we read in the news and on social media has a psychological echo chamber effect on us. It can create this sense of the world being one way, when maybe it’s only a part of it or it isn’t true at all. Here we have to use prudence. The number of people with so-what attitudes probably scream the loudest, and they get the most attention because they are subverting the accepted social norm that everyone else has agreed to quarantine. God has given you the kingdom that you are in charge of; remember that those people don’t have a direct bearing on your life and to recognize what you do have control overWhat we read and perceive in the news is not necessarily true.
We create views of reality in our heads based on how we sort the information our minds are taking in, and we react to those things based on our previous experiences. The lens we use to view the world can further slant the way we understand the world, also shaped by those experiences. An atheist will see the world very differently from a devout Christian, from a Hindu, from a Jewish man. This is even further colored by the decade we were born in and the life events we saw happening in the world during our childhood; by the friends we keep or lose; by the events that happen regionally, across the world.
What you think is true, based on a tiny, tiny, tiny smattering of news headlines you pay attention to based on your preferences and tastes, does not actually mean it is true.
Now I'm not into the idea of gaslighting or denying that what someone experiences didn't happen.
But understand that you don't know everything going on in someone's life and the reasons that set them in a particular course to decide that one snapshot of an action that you took offense at.
Your perception of reality, especially if it's fueled by your anger, stress, fear, and general unhappiness with the situation, may not be helpful to you. It may be quite harmful, and your fear and anxiety, which is probably the most likely thing coloring your decisions, may also be harmful to those around you, especially children.
You have more control of your personal situation, and the ability to feel better about your situation, when you try to reframe things, bearing in mind what you actually can affect.
In counseling, there's a common understanding among those with addictions that you can't make someone choose to stop being an addict. To stop any behavior, the person has to decide that they want to change because it becomes a recognition of either I change, or I die (in some sense). We can't make people really change; you can threaten them, but that sews fear, mistrust, and hatred, and that shit will definitely come back to bite you.
But we also don't want to use manipulation, for that means misleading and defrauding the person to choosing our will by concealing or changing information to meet our ends; generally, this is seen as rather Machiavellian. This is wrong, because it denies them true free will to choose to change. However, sometimes it isn't a cunning calculation, but because the person doing the manipulation is emotionally/psychologically unhealthy and either not willing or truly unable to see what they're doing is wrong. Be wary of those people and trust your gut.
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At the end of the day, these people who refuse to "get in line" so to speak, aren't directly hurting you. Yes their actions for not wearing a mask or gloves, or their dismissive attitudes, may have consequences. If they get sick, then unfortunately, they get sick, and they and the people around them learn that lesson the hard way. As condemning as that may sound, it is the way of life. People live and people die. We make choices, good or ill, and we live with them. Even if there is forgiveness for us having done something wrong, the nature of that relationship is forever changed, and we ourselves are shaped by the process of trial and error, of learning for ourselves or teaching others, as we come to the end of our lives, imparting what we have learned.
Some of us are prescient for our age, some not so much.
In this time, we are not in control over whether we contract Covid-19 or not. It could come on any package, any grocery bag, any piece of fruit, from some errant cough, or any other number of delivery mechanisms because we cannot be vigilant 100% of the time. We fail and err, for we are human.
We have to strive to recognize the humanity in one another, whether we agree with people or not. And sometimes, the easier thing is to realize you can't control what other people are doing, but you can control (or at least acknowledge) your feelings in the matter, and move on with your day. You control yourself and your actions. That person is in their car, or in some other part of the country, and they have little bearing on how you choose to conduct yourself and order your life. They have moved on, and perhaps, taking in all of this news and imagining how things are getting worse, is perhaps not true.
We overlook the good that has come out of this time in favor of the bad.
Take care of the things that you can and cherish what you still have, because as dark as it seems, there is still a light: your health, your job, your community. Take heart. Hang on. Keep moving forward.